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26 January 2008 @ 05:32 pm
I've had a quick f-list tidy up, deleted a few people who rarely comment and whose journal I rarely comment on in return. It's only a few people. Satu, no offense but I don't feel comfortable with you reading my LJ anymore. I don't need any helpful suggestions.

Yesterda was crazy, the train directly to Stirling had to stop at Edinburgh due to weather problems, so I had to get a train to Stirling. We then got kicked off at Larbert, or whatever the name was, and had to wait around for about 20 mins til we eventually got on another train to Stirling. I was three hours later in Stirling than I was supposed to be and very tired. I had a good night though. I had some pizza, and spent most of the evening and night hanging out with Lynn and her friend Jenny. They were staying here a couple days and they went home today. We played some table tennis and pool. It was really funny since I'm terrible at pool so I lost very badly, hehe.

Today I was woken up by Sarah and Jacqui knocking on my door. We chatted and listened to music for about an hour, which was fun. They're nice, and I think these next few weeks will be fine if I hang out with them a few times. I think I'd go a little insane being completely by myself for more than two weeks. I'm going over sometme later this evening for a few drinks. It might be fun. I'm a little nervous though since Chris, their other friend, will be there. He's nice and all, but I don't think he likes me all that much, so I feel a little awkward and shy around him.

I better go, I think I might tidy my room a little and find something nice to wear, these clothes could do with a wash.
Kristine: Animals: contemplativemoonykins on January 26th, 2008 08:34 pm (UTC)
I guess it's just not happening. We tried once, but seems we've drifted apart again.

It was nice knowing you.
salysha on January 27th, 2008 08:24 pm (UTC)
I'll reciprocate, now that I have come online to find your comment--to which I cannot respond, obviously--in my mailbox and then this here.
Cha_wicharnah on January 29th, 2008 06:57 pm (UTC)
Im sorry to say this, but I think its very mean of you to delete satu off your flist..maybe you should delete me too, seeing that I dont want to be in between. then again that would be sad, cause I enjoy reading your entries (even if I dont comment that often). Yet I would rather stick by Satus side.
Sarahcomesoft_rains on January 29th, 2008 07:28 pm (UTC)
I don't think it was mean. This isn't the first time she's offended me in a comment, but this is the first time it has felt like she was deliberately insulting me. This is my journal; it's my one place to talk openly about my life and my thoughts. It's friends only, so it pisses me off when someone who I've decided to share my thoughts with decides to mock me.

I really want us to stay friends, and keep in contact. However, I can understand if you stick by Satu and remove me from your friends list.
Cha_wicharnah on January 29th, 2008 08:50 pm (UTC)
top point was probably that I thought you two were friends. Youve know her longer than I have known you, and it makes me feel weird if we were to stay as friends and Id have to block her out in a way, since she most certainly will be asking about you. I did think some of what she wrote was harsh, but rather than simply putting her aside you could ask her and be mad at her, like friends are. If you feel you arent respected enough, you need to rage and ask for that respect that is yours. Not run away and hide.
Believe me, Ive been very pissed off at her too, and it always goes away. Its just normal.
I dont really see any reason in removing you from my flist. I dont really care who reads my writings.
Sarahcomesoft_rains on January 29th, 2008 08:56 pm (UTC)
We don't really have much contact off livejournal, which is both our faults. I don't know, I guess I didn't see it being much of a friendship to lose. Of course it would be nice if the two of us were friends, but maybe it's been too long since we're properlly talked. *shrugs*
Cha_wicharnah on January 29th, 2008 09:13 pm (UTC)
I see things so differently. I dont need to stay in touch with my friends from abroad. The important thing is that I still trust them and when I eventually bump into them somewhere, its like we were never apart. It doesnt matter how long it takes, it just stays the same. Thats why I dont mind losing touch that badly. Of course its nice to hear from people, but I understand that people have other things to do too. Even my own life is somewhere else than by the computer nowadays.
You know even my Mum asks about you sometimes and you barely met her.
I know satu can be a hard arse but she was hurt that you shut her off. She doesnt really have that many people she thinks she can count on.
Cha_wicharnah on January 29th, 2008 09:15 pm (UTC)
And why do I always survive the cut?? I rarely comment on anyones entries. I was wondering about this when Viggy made a group removal some time ago. I would be sad to lose anyone of you whom I orginally talked more to. (Kata, Krissy, Viggy and you)
Sarahcomesoft_rains on January 29th, 2008 09:22 pm (UTC)
I hadn't thought about it like that. I worry that something is wrong with my relationships if I don't have regular contact with my friends. It's not a very sensible view.

I do trust Satu, and I still care about her. I'm not sure how she sees anymore though. The comment hurt; I got angry and this was the only way I could think of to retaliate. I'll let the dust settle a bit, then email her.

Thanks, Laura, for helping. You are a star.
Sarahcomesoft_rains on January 29th, 2008 09:23 pm (UTC)
"I'm not sure how she sees *me* anymore"
Cha_wicharnah on January 29th, 2008 09:28 pm (UTC)
dont you make it seem its ok just cause I put my nose into your business. You dont have to impress me or anything. If you do it, do it cause you mean it and not cause I told you so.

but anyways, take care<3 I gotta go to bed.
salysha on January 30th, 2008 12:01 am (UTC)
We are okay
Hey, I'd like you to know that Sarah and I are okay. We had a long talk and decided it was a mutual misunderstanding which we'll forget about now. :)
Tuire Maria: domino - never invest too much emotionfffuckedup on February 6th, 2008 09:21 am (UTC)
Hi! Found you randomly from Katie's comments and I think we have a lot in common. Actually, of your random things about me in the profile, only the vegetarian part doesn't fit me. Everything else does (tho maybe partly not the HP books thing because I liked the few first ones). I'm also thinking about studying psychology after upper secondary.

So I added you. Maybe if you don't find my journal too uninteresting, you might want to add me back? :)
Sarahcomesoft_rains on February 6th, 2008 11:15 am (UTC)
Hello! You sound nice, so I've added you back. :) Honestly, my LJ is very boring. Anyway, I must dash (I have to go buy food, meh), shall write lots of comments on your LJ later, most likely!

Psychology is great btw, it's hard sometimes but it can be so facinating.
Clarehappeh_hobbit on May 14th, 2008 01:00 pm (UTC)
Heya, I put this on your old LJ a while ago and tried to email it even before that but neither worked so some quick detective work (LJ schools list, heh) and I found you again. Anyway, here's the message I've been trying to get to you for kjhbvfkajhfv-ages.

"I hope this gets to you, and I hope you're well.

I haven't heard from you in around two years, but when I was clearing out my room to pack stuff to go between uni and home, I noticed a few of my cds missing and I've been trying to track them down. I'm fairly certain I lent a few to you that time we met up and if you could help in me finding them I'd be very grateful!

Missing ones include:

Epica - We Will Take You With Us (cd and dvd)

After Forever - Remagine (cd and dvd)

Blackmore's Night - Fires at Midnight (cd)

Lacuna Coil - In A Reverie (cd)

Any help would be appreciated, thank you!!

Take care,

Clare :)"

Third time lucky? Hope to hear from you sometime!
Sarahcomesoft_rains on May 14th, 2008 01:07 pm (UTC)
Heya, I completely forgot about those CDs. So much has been going on these past few years. I'm sorry! Umm, to be honest I don't know where they are. Probably somewhere back home in the loft. I can have a look when I'm next at home (I come home in June) and we can meet up and I can return them to you. Sorry again.
possibly Claresancta_terra on May 14th, 2008 01:09 pm (UTC)
Same here - lot going on/changing etc etc which is mainly why I sortof lost touch with a lot of people. June's fine, I'm not home from university until then anyway! Thank you so much!

(this is my newer LJ by the way, replied with the old one there so you didn't get confused with who the heck I was heh)

Take care :)
(Anonymous) on July 23rd, 2008 05:41 pm (UTC)
Hiya, little bit of a problem...I don't actually know where any of the CDs are, they're probably up in the loft and I don't really wanna have ot search through boxes to find them, so how about we meet and I give you some money? I do have the Epica DVD though, so that's something. How much do you want for the CDs (bearing in mind I'm broke)? Or I could have a look in the loft but I don't think I'll be able to do that til the weekend or maybe the weekend after (it's a bit of a mess up there). I am really sorry that I haven't thought to look sooner.
Sarahcomesoft_rains on July 23rd, 2008 05:42 pm (UTC)
Opps, that was me, Sarah!
possibly Claresancta_terra on July 23rd, 2008 05:43 pm (UTC)
Aw, I don't want to take money off you. If you ever get a chance to look please do but the main one I was missing was the Epica one you've found so that's a good thing! I hope you're well :)
Sarahcomesoft_rains on July 23rd, 2008 05:44 pm (UTC)
Are you free this weekend? We could meet and I can bring the DVD and buy you lunch as a sorry? :) I'm not too bad, thanks, bored out of my mind though. How're you?
Sarahcomesoft_rains on July 23rd, 2008 05:45 pm (UTC)
Actually, I'm free all week, so any day is good.
Sarahcomesoft_rains on August 24th, 2008 12:53 pm (UTC)
Hiya, I return to university in just under three weeks so would you like to meet up soon, say next week, so I can return the Epica DVD? I also found the After Forever CD. I'm in town Monday, so that would be ideal, but I can do another day too.